Well this is extremely awkward...I find myself saying every time I upload that I will constantly upload once for twice a week and I never end up doing so! But i swear there is a good reason for it but I'll get more into why later on.
This will be my first proper update since the 13th of January! Shit 4 months! Man I suck. Is it sad that I'm going to have to scroll through Facebook and Instagram because I can't for the life of me remember what I've been up too these past 4 months :/
February!
The month of new beginnings.
February I started a program called Altitude which helps young adults gain experience in order to have better opportunities to get jobs in the future. Its bitter sweet talking about this program and its hard to explain why I feel this way about it but ill give it a go.
Its not that I don't appreciate everything that this program has done for me, I honestly have no idea where I would be if I didn't apply, its just I can't help but feel like I'm stupid when someone asks what I'm doing with my life and I say "oh I'm interning at Design School at the Polytechnic" and then they ask me how I got into it...This is where I have a love hate relationship with this program. Yes they are giving me every opportunity possible with gaining experience and updating my CV etc which is fucking amazing! Its just I can't help but think when I tell people about it they're thinking oh she must be stupid or not smart enough to get a job on her own...I don't know its just an insecurity I need to work on. Overall the program is amazing and I feel right at home with my job placement which sadly ends in 2 weeks. Heres hoping that I get a job offer by the end of it! The month of February I also tripped to Christchurch with my 3 best friends (who have made several appearances on my blog already) for Amys 21st birthday! Seeing all her friends and family in one room was awesome and I hope she had a great night! Gotta start using those wrinkle creams bae :P
March!
The month of pubbing it up!
The girls and I this month started pubbing instead of clubbing. Its a time to have fun, drink, people watch and just talk. I love it.
This month also consisted of my sister moving out of her flat which took place over 3 stressful days. The flat was a piece of shit anyway so I'm just glad she is out of there. This month went quite slow, just work work work.
April!
The month of meeting new furry friends & travel!
The 2nd of April to the 6th of April myself and my sister travelled to Christchurch to spend Easter weekend with my parents. I love going to see mum and dad because there is no stress, home cooked meals and SHOPPING <3
I cannot explain how much my heart has ached this month because of cute kittens & puppies. There was one kitten my brother and his girlfriend semi adopted which we all named "Kitty" She was just kitty because she was born with wonky hip bones and her stomach was in the wrong place so we didn't want to properly name her just incase she had to be put down, which sadly a couple weeks later Kitty passed away. Its incredibly sad but I keep reminding myself and my brother that she is no longer in pain and is chasing after as many birds and dogs as her little legs will let her. R.I.P baby girl x
This month we got snow! SNOW DAY OFF WOO! but really though...snow in April? What the hell? I used to love the snow but now its just annoying. Too cold. Can't go out and do anything. I was so bored I found myself wanting to go to work, but of course I couldn't go to work!
May...
Yes May doesn't deserve an explanation mark. May was and is one of the awful months that i've had in quite sometime. Where do I start??
My anxiety and stress hit a whole different level this month and I don't know why, I just need to learn to stop worrying about everyone else and focus on myself but thats proving to be quite difficult for me, hopefully this is something I can improve on this year. Hmmm what else...One of my flat mates decided to randomly move out leaving us with Satans child! (another flat mate) let just say things ended in myself and Holly having to get a lawyer and us moving out out of the blue one night after work. Shit was bad. So now we are living out of our cars living at family friends houses or boyfriends houses or sisters houses, where ever until we can find another flat for just to two of us which is proving to be a difficult mission but we will hopefully hear back from a couple places later on this week. Fuck you March. Fuck you.
On the plus side I spent an amazing weekend with my parents this month where I got photos of the beautiful views around Christchurch
So updated completed!
Work, Work, Work.
Stress, Stress, Stress.
Drama, Drama, Drama.
So much fun right.
Thanks for being patient with me guys and I'll try my hardest to keep you updated on life!
Byeeee!
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